g out of the elevator with her, the dim hallway lights cast a hazy glow, and he felt a moment of disorientation, as if nothing had changed, just like before. When they were in love, every time they re...After that, Shi Yan didn't change at all. He continued to treat her well, taking her to many places and trying many delicious foods; he exposed her to the world and helped her grow.

She's becoming more and more beautiful, more and more confident. From a bud that was just about to bloom, she has now blossomed into the appearance of a blazing rose. However, only in front of Shi Yan, does she start to become somewhat cautious, because she knows that what he wants, she can't give him.

The better he treated her, the heavier her psychological burden became.

After that coffee shop, she actually went back with Tinglan the next day to find out what Shiyan had wanted to say to her yesterday.

The shopkeeper, the waiter, and Tinglan got along well, so they were told about yesterday's plan.

"Mr. Shi said he's going to propose to you in the store, rent it out for the day, and start preparing in the morning."

He said that this is where you first met and also the place where you officially started dating a year ago, so proposing here is very meaningful.

He also prepared videos, backups are still on my computer, I'll give them to you.

The shopkeeper was a little disappointed, originally thought he could see a romantic and touching proposal scene.

From the moment Lin Zhixuan heard the first words from the shopkeeper, his mind went blank.

Shi Yan stood under the lights by the river, facing the camera and said: "Yi Yi, it's the evening of the second day of the lunar new year. I came to your city and am waiting for you to come out from home. According to the map, it's about 3 kilometers from your house here. I wonder if you'll walk or take a cab Now I regret calling you out so late. It's not safe."

He smiled gently at the camera; "But I can't wait to see you, this is one of the few things I do just on a whim. Just like now, in the city where you grew up, I want to say, *yoyo*, when you graduate, let's get married."

His proposal came much sooner than Lin Zhiyao expected.

He is usually a very romantic person, but when it comes to proposing, he becomes surprisingly conventional. But Lin Zhiyao understands him; he only made this video to tell her that his desire to marry her stems from love, not because of his mother's illness. The medical report hadn't come out yet when Qin Lao recorded this video.

It's not that I'm not moved, or that I don't want to agree. But the truth is, I have absolutely no preparation. Marriage has never been in my life plan. I've never even considered getting married right after graduation.

When you have burdens and guilt in your heart, love is no longer as beautiful.

She told Shi Yan that when her parents planned to buy her a house in Senzhou, she had already made up her mind to move out of his family.

It's not that her parents bought it for her, she bought it herself.

"Have you decided where to buy it I'll go with you." Shi Yan knew everything, but he didn't say a word.

“I've already found it, in the apartment complex next to Tinglan's.”

Shi Yan nodded. After a while, Lin Zhi's card received the money he had transferred to her, enough for her to buy a whole set in full. Lin Zhi, who had been holding back all along and decided to part ways amicably, suddenly broke down.

“Why are you being so nice to me You know I'm buying a house, moving out is just an excuse for a breakup.”

Shi Yan's emotions remained stable throughout, without any major fluctuations. He held her, who was on the verge of breaking down, and gently patted her back.

“I’m sorry, I put too much pressure on you. Honey, I understand now, if you don't want to get married, we won't. It doesn't matter if we never get married.”

"I knew from the moment you didn't speak up at the coffee shop that you were willing to accommodate me unconditionally. But what am I What qualifications do I have to have you cater to me for a lifetime, to have Teacher Qin cater to me for a lifetime Do you want Teacher Qin to regret this forever"

Shi Yan had never mentioned it to her, but Teacher Qin would frequently call him, urging him to get married. She knew that every time he finished the call, he would fall silent for a long time.

None of them were wrong, it was all out of love so they decided to let each other go.

Even when they finally parted ways, they never said a single hurtful word to each other.

Lin Zhiyao had only lived in the house for over half a year, but she had quite a few belongings. She ran around upstairs and downstairs, tidying up her things. Shi Yan helped her organize everything one by one and put it into cardboard boxes. He was calm and composed, as if he were sending her on a business trip.

As Lin Zhifei was about to shove the pink slippers at the doorway into her suitcase, Shi Yan, who had been silent all along, suddenly grabbed her wrist and stopped her.

"Let me keep these shoes."

A consistently calm demeanor, until that phrase was uttered, at which point a hint of cracking appeared.

The memories of buying slippers were still vivid. Lin Zhizhuo was squatting on the ground holding the slippers, and the heartache he had endured all day suddenly became uncontrollable, starting to cry bitterly.

Shi Yan held her in his arms: "Yoyo, follow your heart and take big steps forward. It doesn't matter."

He always says it's okay!

It doesn't matter, life always needs all kinds of experiences to finally see through one's own heart. He was fortunate enough to accompany her on this journey and feel such a passionate and pure love, which was enough.

Lin Zhiyao cried until she was exhausted, then got up from his arms. She could no longer indulge herself.

He said, “I give you this.”

She said, "I called a car."

"Goodbye, [name]."

"Goodbye, Teacher Shi."

Lin Zhixuan was in the moving company's car, watching Shi Yan waving goodbye from the rearview mirror, getting smaller and smaller. She cried again, tears blurring her vision, and posted a Weibo:

I passed you, but the destination isn't you. I don't know where my own destination will be, but I will keep searching for it.

After that, she never saw Shi Yan again.

Occasionally, she could hear snippets of his words from Tinglan, but she chose to remain deaf to them. She always believed that a good ex should be treated like the dead. Even if she thought of him, she never sought him out.

And Shi Yan was the same, they had a kind of natural unspoken understanding, never taking the initiative to contact her.

She returned Shi Yan's money untouched. She bought a house in a neighborhood near Tinglan's place, and chose to work as a headhunter for a consulting company to be able to network with all sorts of people. Her career as an internet blogger gained her countless followers, and she lived a colorful and carefree life.

The last time she contacted Shi Yan was after she met Fu Shenyi. Because of his ex-wife's influence, she was relentlessly cyberbullied online for her emotional blog posts. Her career as an influencer was ruined. She went on a solo trip abroad to clear her head. Then, one day, a familiar number that wasn't saved in her phone called...

He asked, "Yoyo, how are you"

Her tears welled up, and she didn't say a word.

He said again, "Do you remember what I told you Don't seek your own worth from other people's opinions."

Always gentle as ever.

Her relationship with Fu Shenyi wasn't smooth sailing, there were many bumps along the way. Ting Lan once asked her why she chose Fu Shenyi, and she said: "Because he is the only man after Teacher Ji Shi who truly appreciates me, understands me, and is not influenced by external opinions."

Author's Note: I cried after finishing the ending of Shi today, it's over like that, it's over like that....d tomorrow. Where would she wait for several years Seeing her grandfather in a good mood, she tentatively asked, "Grandpa, what kind of person do you hope I find"Actually, one wouldn't need to ask to...